Spinning Worlds…
October 30, 2009 by donottellalice
The world is spinning with no apparent exit. I search for a place to jump off, but even if I find it, I get pulled back in. My daughter is on an endless roller coaster ride of emotions and memories. The flashbacks have come back along with the nightmares. It is all brought back to her daily reality. This makes me worry and makes the world spin faster. I want to bring her some peace and take away the nightmares, but I cannot do it. It is not mine to do. I offer support and I worry as the world spins faster around us.
Does the world ever stop spinning? Do nightmares ever stop coming? I know the answer, but I keep hoping it not to be true…
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