Posted in Anger, Anxiety, Choices, Daughters, Emotions, Fear, Hope, Incest, Life Stories, Losing Innocence, Lyrics, Mothers, Music, Non-Offending Parent, Panic, Resiliency, Sexual Abuse, Suicide, Survivors, childhood sexual abuse, dads, depression, family, guilt, healing, love, memories, mental health, molestation, understanding, tagged angel, Anger, Answer, Anxiety, Belief, childhood memories, childhood sexual abuse, Choices, dads, Daughters, depression, Emotions, Enablers, Evanescence, family, Fear, guilt, healing, Hope, Incest, Life Stories, love, memories, molestation, Mothers, My Immortal, Non-Offending Parent, Resiliency, Sarah MacLachlan, Secrets, Sexual Abuse, Suicide, Survivors, Victim on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The other day her phone call sent me to the bottom of the darkness. My heart ached for her, and wanted to reach through the phone and give her hug. I tried with my words to keep her calm, to let her know she was loved, and to let her know she is never alone. [...]
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Posted in Anger, Anxiety, Choices, Daughters, Divorce, Emotions, Fear, Hope, Incest, Keeping Secrets, Life Stories, Losing Innocence, Mothers, Non-Offending Parent, Panic, Rape, Remember, Resiliency, Secrets, Sexual Abuse, Survivors, Victim, childhood sexual abuse, dads, denial, depression, empathy, family, guilt, healing, love, memories, mental health, molestation, understanding, tagged Anger, Anxiety, Belief, childhood sexual abuse, Choices, dads, Daughters, denial, depression, Emotions, family, Fear, guilt, healing, Hope, Incest, Life Stories, love, memories, molestation, Mothers, Non-Offending Parent, Rape, Secrets, Sexual Abuse, Suicide, Survivors, Victim on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The world is spinning with no apparent exit. I search for a place to jump off, but even if I find it, I get pulled back in. My daughter is on an endless roller coaster ride of emotions and memories. The flashbacks have come back along with the nightmares. It is all brought back to [...]
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Posted in Anger, Anxiety, Choices, Daughters, Emotions, Fear, Incest, Justification, Keeping Secrets, Life Stories, Losing Innocence, Mothers, Non-Offending Parent, Panic, Rape, Secrets, Sexual Abuse, Suicide, Survivors, Trust, Victim, childhood sexual abuse, denial, depression, guilt, healing, love, mental health, molestation, tagged Incest, Mothers, Daughters, Survivors, Suicide, family, healing, Life Stories, Anxiety, Trust, denial, memories, Choices, Emotions, Fear, depression, dads, Secrets, childhood sexual abuse, guilt, Rape, Non-Offending Parent, childhood memories, Victim, love, Anger, molestation on October 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The date passed and I did not even give it a thought. Things seemed to be going so well. Now, a month beyond that and I am sliding down into darkness. Fear invades my thoughts as I watch my daughter struggle with choices made and the past that raises its nasty head once again. She [...]
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