I cannot believe she said it. No, I guess I can believe it. A comment made without thought to what was being said… that is what she does.
Who is she? My ex-mother-in-law. What did she say? She asked my middle daughter if my youngest daughter (her little sister) still says her dad molested her. When my daughter replied with yes, my ex-mother-in-law went on to ask/state how she wondered who put my youngest daughter up to saying that her dad molested her and how her mom (me) must have done it. My daughter told her that she did not want to talk about it.
I heard this directly from my middle daughter whose voice went teary as she told me what took place. It stirred up the muck that had settle for the last little bit. For the rest of the day the murky waters haunted me and brought back feelings I had not had to deal with for a while. Later in the day I slid down in the chair and cried. I did not cry for myself or over the words said, but for my youngest daughter who is not believed…
I can believe that she would say this as it is her son, but she should not have addressed it with my middle daughter. I further realized that once again my name, my life, my reputation has been slandered. When we were married, I was the blame for everything that was wrong or went wrong. After we split up it continued. Now I am the blame for my daughter stating that her dad molested her.
She has stirred up the muck… the waters are now murky… I am once again struggling to breathe…
